http://lovebigadventures.blogspot.com/
This is my venting place. My online journal with pictures of my everyday happenings. Its a new obsession, a stepping stone of some kind. I’m not really sure how i came across it or why i use it considering I’m still in love with my tumblr, in fact so much, that i couldn’t imagine not having one to update from time to time. Looking back on my old tumblr and the earlier entries from this tumblr, its crazy how much i have changed from two years ago, people aren’t kidding how much people change and evolve and learn life lessons. All the entries where I’m whining over boys, please. Now im at the point where i realize karma, and good things come to those who wait. Im waiting for my love life, and career path, and schooling, to all fall into place, i know it will one of these days. Change is always a good thing, but im just not sure when to take all those steps are. Opening up my heart scares me to death, but when the right person comes along, it wont be such a struggle. The same thing with choosing a profession to steer towards. Im worried what my family wants me to do, what they think about what school i go to and what they think about different industries, but when it comes down to it, i need to realize to open my heart up and follow my passions. This fall im seriously working hard to get myself into some sort of order. A new car possibly, a new career choice, and saving. Im never going to be able to make it on my own if i dont start now. Growing up is scary, but we all have to do it eventually.
i found this awsome recipe on bakerella.com cant wait to make it for fathers day!!!
to all of you that wronged me.
FUCK YOU.
Anyways, im at the point in my little life that everything is moving fast but i feel as if nothing has changed and i am at a complete stop. I need a vacation and a photoshoot. I want to spend a couple nights in the chelsea hotel, but thats not really a vacation thats only nyc, so im thinking thats where my 21st is going to take place. I want to go someplace where i can lay on the beach all day and drink my fruity little cocktails and enjoy life as i relax. But then ill end up sitting and crying that i am alone. I am getting kind of tired of being ” single ” but my how i do love the freedom of it, i like just doing me. I just need someone to tag along for the ride.
It will come, hopefully sooner rather then later.
one step closer.
Im finally taking it one step closer to being over you. Tonight im sitting here, dying my hair thinking of all the things i want to do with my life and how i cant picture you enjoying not one of them, except the tattoos. Maybe if were meant to be it will happen, but im just tired of working for something thats not even a legit option right now. Its nice that we can hang out and be friends after our mistakes have all been put in the past. That means alot. Right now im going to do what i do, like saturday night, i hung out with one of my other guy friends and just was what it was, i didnt sit and think about you. I mean i guess there will always be a little spark when i see you afterall, those things just dont stop, but for right now all i can say is … ” It is what it is.” & this summer is going to be one big adventure.
when somebody loved me…
tonight was good. I for once felt it a true. good conversation followed by a little pda never hurt anyone. good job. :)
